M'okay... work doesn't suck [as much] now. Got off the sales floor... which fuckin' helps. [Yeay, happiness.]

My muse is still on strike. ;-; I'm lucky my sister's a willing slav--volunteer... otherwise I wouldn't even have pictures to edit. ;-;

=_=;

I need to a go on a damn trip...

Which reminds me: I have plans to go to NY in October. [YEAY] Hopefully, I'll realize my muse just took an extended vacation and I'll find my inspiration.

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On a side note, the beaches 'round here really are beautiful. I want to buy a better camera so I can take that perfect fuckin' shot durin' sunset... [it bugs me... shuddup]

Alas, I don't have the funds for it. /sigh

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Ookay... judgin' by the way I update this thing - see yah next year. ;D

PS> .I.hate.deviantArt.smilies. Someone tell me how to disable the bitches.

D:<

Uugh. New journal header thingy... just a quick doodle. I've been wantin' to change it.

Work kinda sucks. Lookin' for somethin' new. Here's hopin' a new wind will blow past me.

I really have lost my muse. ;-; It only comes 'bout twice a year now a days. I can't write, I can't compose, I can't draw...

::sigh::

Life sucks when you feel you can't be creative. I miss composin'. I miss writin' music, and hearin' it play - and feelin' a sense of accomplishment as you listen to chords create harmony.

I miss writing. I miss taking different experiences from my life and turning it into somethin' enjoyable.

I miss drawing. I doodle, but it's not the same. I miss that passion when you're on to somethin' - and you don't want to finish so you stay workin' on it into the morning and when you're done - you're just so proud you want to show it off.

Damn, muse - return to me! I offer... um...

...shit.

...what the hell happened here?

I'm confused... everythin' is... bubble-wrapped...

WHAT'S GOING ON?!

[thank you DJ for the movie... <3]

Well... fuck.

Ugh... when was the last time I updated with artwork? I need to get off my lazy ass and do somethin'... -_-

Bah. I moved. [last month] I now live back with my mum and sister. [cool] I got a full-time job that starts soon. [sweet] *May* get to travel to China. O_O [very cool] Anyhow, hopefully I wont fuck it up. Haha.

Now... I *should* be sleeping... but I'll be online for a lil' bit longer. Mm... insomnia.

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